Down

I had such a horrible day at work today..It was my 5th of 7 days in a row, and I had zero patience for the people I work with and the people I was waiting on. I need time away but I can't afford it, and we're short servers again.

I wish I had someone who could just listen to me and understand me, without telling me to get over it, find another job, or that everything will be okay because it won't. I don't need lies right now. I really wish I had a husband, or even a good friend right now. On the way home I felt so alone..I want to be with a guy but I where do I find one? I don't go to bars or clubs, I don't like the internet thing (been there, done that)..All I do is work!

Should I even look..Is someone going to just fall into my lap??

Or am I "supposed" to be alone?

Oh, and I could really use a massage. Damn.